239.4

Went to the Dr so I got my weight. It has been soooo hard to eat right w/o a kitchen. But my body is still working hard!

More meds

So I went to the Dr. and they upped my thyroids meds again. This has been ongoing for a year now. I'm excitied to get to the point where everything is working right, but I have to get there. And until then my body feels crazy, I want everything to work right!

5K- done

So I did it. It took 51min but I did it! I'm so ready to beat that time next year.

No weight

So I bought new running shoes today so b/c of that expense I'm taking 3-4 months off at the gym and I'm hitting the roads. I'm sure I'll stop in time to time to check my weight but I need to save some money, plus I have a huge remodeling project on a house I just bought. So if I plan on sticking to the roads I will actually do it and not feel guilty for not going to gym b/c I' busy. 

Wow! let's see how this goes. 

241.9

This week has been really hard, I can't seem to meet the goals I have placed for myself. I'm getting no where in my training but out of breath! There is a wall that I keep running into!! 

But right now I have decided to not let this beat me! I'm going to win, I'm going to pass this part!!

Cookies, cake rolls and sweet tea

These are things that i have been putting in my mouth, and not even really wanting them. I have been making very bad decisions and that is why I'm living with the consequences.
Why is it so much easier to quit then to start?

242.3

I lack motivation! I feel like I'm at the bottom of a mountain and can't make it over. I ate 4 Swiss cake rolls today......................that doesn't really help the current situation! I'm tired!!