No weight

So I bought new running shoes today so b/c of that expense I'm taking 3-4 months off at the gym and I'm hitting the roads. I'm sure I'll stop in time to time to check my weight but I need to save some money, plus I have a huge remodeling project on a house I just bought. So if I plan on sticking to the roads I will actually do it and not feel guilty for not going to gym b/c I' busy. 

Wow! let's see how this goes. 

241.9

This week has been really hard, I can't seem to meet the goals I have placed for myself. I'm getting no where in my training but out of breath! There is a wall that I keep running into!! 

But right now I have decided to not let this beat me! I'm going to win, I'm going to pass this part!!

Cookies, cake rolls and sweet tea

These are things that i have been putting in my mouth, and not even really wanting them. I have been making very bad decisions and that is why I'm living with the consequences.
Why is it so much easier to quit then to start?

242.3

I lack motivation! I feel like I'm at the bottom of a mountain and can't make it over. I ate 4 Swiss cake rolls today......................that doesn't really help the current situation! I'm tired!!

244.4

I have been sick the last two weeks, mainly last week but it has made it harder to run this week b/c I am unable to breath. 

I so want to get through this. Weight loss is so important to my life right now. Things seem to be so up in the air. 

242.8

Something is working right. I think it was realizing that I'm not always going to want to go to the gym, but going anyway. And also the fact that taking days off is important.

This week has been hard

For some reason I have had a huge lack of motivation. Maybe it is because I'm not seeing the numbers that you see on biggest loser since I don't work out all day and live in a controlled food environment. 

The last thing I want to do is go on a diet, but I do want to learn how to work my body right. Time to search for some support!